Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Why Central City?

I was getting ready for vacation and I found myself booking my hotels on hotel.com. I was having issues and soon discovered that I booked 2 different nights in Central City Kentucky. Why? I couldn’t cancel them so instead of giving away the money I knew from inside myself that I had lessons to learn in Central City.

I spent the night before with my cousin in Fairmont, West Virginia and had a great drive down the mountains and into the little town of Central City. I passed where my bother lived and remembered the control I no longer accept and was so relieved of, being enlightened from. The freedom that I felt was grand. It felt like a whole new world opened up without me doing anything. I then passed through where my ex boyfriend used to live and another weight was let go of. It was so cool to see the wonderful lightness in my body. The grass was so green and the trees so vibrant, the sky so blue. I looked at them and saw so much more than I’d ever seen. It was so cool. Now I’m excited to know what Central City has to offer me.

My first night at Days Inn was full of completion numbers, the address of the hotel, my room number so I knew that I was completing of the old. I had a man at the Mexican place I ate want me to ask him to join me but I knew that would be falling into my old pattern of doing what others wanted instead of being who I really am.

I got up the next morning and knew that today was a new beginning and went to the Drake golf club and completed trying to be what men wanted me to be. I joined a group of 3 that play regularly and after 2 holes asked go on without me. I felt hurt for a moment and then knew I was trying to be what they wanted and that wasn’t really me. The man and his son behind me didn’t join me so I knew that they felt insecure and didn’t want me to be with them.

I knew that I was to play by myself. I played better than I’ve ever played, not a coincidence, I’m sure. My guidance always shows me the way and it’s for me to learn the lesson, in this case, it was for me to be who I really am and not fill others perceptions of me. I kept up with the guys now ahead and thoroughly enjoyed my game. I was so glad that I was able to go on and be me. I had a grand day and connected with the earth as I’ve never done before. The golf course had the effects of storms and needed healing too. I was able to do that only because I was able to be the real me not one that others perceived me to be.

When I got back to Central City, I found that I was now in mastery numbers, the hotel and my room. What a grand lesson learned and also the ability to help heal and nurture me and the earth. I went to a restaurant that was no longer and then found one of great catfish grown in Central City. It was great being part of a little city and know that I can be who I really am. Aren’t our lessons wonderful? Look for and learn yours today.

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